Mood swings ahead – don’t say I didn’t warn you

No Flowers today. I’m just far too tired to deal with looking through pics, resizing them, dealing with them, etc.

General update of sorts though is that HB comes home tomorrow! Yay!

Ce-le-brate good times, come on!

The movers come on Wednesday to Pack. Thursday to Load.
They take my car Wednesday morning.

Thursday night/Friday morning will be the last that I see HB or the Girlie until I can join them in Mnnpls.

Yes, I am staying behind to finish my experiments, and in the process, I will be missing the joy of travelling with our poor car-sick Girlie, the joy of closing, of getting to see our new house when it is really Newly OUR HOUSE.

So, everything is kind of bittersweet right now. Well, maybe not bitterSWEET. Maybe just kind of foul tasting.

*sigh*

I am so dreading these next weeks. We have endured SEVEN MONTHS now.
February, March, April, May, June, July, and now August. Yep, that’s 7 alright.

And I am just really, really ready for this being apart thing to be over. That the delay is because of crappy experiment delays and problems, just makes it that much more wretched. And those of you who know the whole saga of my thesis work, know just what kind of delays I’m talking about. For those of you who don’t, let’s just say that this whole crappy lot of chemical is just a drop in the bucket of the SHIT I’ve put up with in trying to do my experiments.

*grumble grumble*

I had such hopes of being done by now.

Add on top of it that this is the last that I will be in this part of the country, and I have friends I am leaving, and well, it is almost overwhelming.

*pausing*

This is depressing. Do I post it?

Well, sometimes the uglies just cannot be kept away.

Um, I’m sure I’ll be in a better mood later. And when I am, I’ll post something new.

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9 Comments

  1. Amber says:

    Aww, I understand how it feels. I know how sad it is to move and leave all your people behind.

    But you will be with HB and make new friends and YAY NO MORE THESIS WORK!

    Have a happy Friday. :)

    ... on August 18th, 2005
  2. Trainwreck and Texas Sister says:

    Hang in there, Danielley. We are thinking of you….

    ... on August 18th, 2005
  3. Closet Metro says:

    “Well, sometimes the uglies just cannot be kept away.”

    Sometimes uglies are made for bumping. ;)

    ... on August 19th, 2005
  4. AZJ says:

    postng a smile for you…

    :)

    I can relate all too well to what you have said. You are allowed to feel this way- it’s hard!. You are sooo close, but the end is the worst, huh.

    ... on August 19th, 2005
  5. Amber says:

    You know, I was thinking that I could post something to make you laugh after I read Dave’s comment about the uglies.

    I thought about the Wookin’ Puh Nub thing, but maybe we wore that one out, huh?

    ……..

    Well, maybe my post will make you smile. I dunno.

    Thinking hard.

    I know:

    ICE CREAM!

    You know, ice cream DOES NOT make the uglies go away on the outside, but it sure does take all the uglies out of the inside!

    ... on August 19th, 2005
  6. Victoria Winters says:

    Hey, look on the bright side – you’re having MOVERS come and do all the packing, lifting, sweating and bleeding, rather than you and HB like Huz and I had to do!! What a piece of cake! :)

    How long will you be apart?

    p.s. I miss you around my blog!

    ... on August 19th, 2005
  7. LadyBug says:

    Oh, Danielle. I’m sorry things look so cloudy right now. 7 months is a helluva long time to be apart. I hope you guys make the most of this weekend (lots of, ahem, *bicycling* would be in order, I think :o ). And I hope things go well for you over the next few weeks and you’re able to join HB in your NEW house very soon.

    Love and hugs, my friend.

    ... on August 19th, 2005
  8. SeaQueen says:

    Oh D, I’m glad you shared your uglies with us. Now we can send you our support. You are so almost there! If you need anything (like being whisked down to the Cape for the weekend or just a night or meeting for dinner in town), give me a ring.

    sending lots of hugs. and smiles and cat purrs.

    ... on August 19th, 2005
  9. Ern says:

    I don’t know what to say, so *HUGS* just hang in there.

    ... on August 19th, 2005

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